Freak the Freak Out

     Lately I have been freaking out about school and how much work I need to do this semester. I am trying not to stress out but it's been kind of hard. I have something due everyday and so much reading this semester it's just a little overwhelming. I literally have a total of 12 books just this semester and all my time goes to reading, homework, and projects. You would think by now that I would have it all down since this is my 4th semester in college, but I'm still struggling. This really makes me realize how much I need to prioritize my time and get as much work done early as I can. I've had a lot of stress and pressure in my life from volleyball because everyone expects me to perform incredibly and be a leader out on the court. So I should be used to stress and pressure on my life but it's starting to build up more and more. I am hoping things will start to get into a rhythm once I get a little farther into school, hopefully by next week. I've made it through a lot of stuff in life and I know I can make it through this too. This leads me to the title of this blog, I used the title of a song because it pretty much describes how I have been feeling lately. The song by Victoria Justice is one of my favorites because the lyrics really speak to me. These are the lyrics that really relate to me the most: "I scream and shout, So what I'm gonna do now Is freak the freak out, hey!"
      Honestly sometimes I just want to scream, shout, and freak out just like the song says. I turn to song lyrics a lot to cleanse my mind and to help myself with all of the pressure and stress in my life. I think it really helps me connect with all of the thoughts going on inside of my head and I'm grateful for music because without it I don't know where I would be.